I made this for a random story I wrote once. It never fails to make me smile.

Omg, i just realised something!

and i cannot believe i hadn't noticed it before. omg, what kind of person am i?! shaking my head at myself.

so you've seen this before yeah, i was like; listen out for when he says yellow, which was really cute and all, and completely distracted me from everything else he was saying. seriously, skip almost right to the end where he talks about players that he admires... he totally says ramos' name. oh yeah! sernando is real! jajaja he is also being super cute right right riiiight at the very end when the interview is over and he's like, cheers mate. omg, like i'm dead right now. it was another jizz in my pants moment. for real bros. i am kinda like, i would have you babies right now. seriously. seriously. seeeeeeeeeerioooouslyyyyyyy. omg. i want to do so may things to that man and his freckles. jajajajaja but like, seriously. and people say he's ugly. omg. like you, mother. who is like. omg, he looks strange. he has a weird nose. and... he's got so many freckles. naaagghhhh. bitches love freckles. jajaja random kink. jajaja can i like, have sex with everything he is? his voice, freckles, accent... someone, bring me nando for christmas, okay? good, then that's settled!

perfect human being is perfect.

Day 04- A song that makes you cry.

Right, I don't have just one song, but I have three... because they all sort of fit together with this story that i read once. One of my favourites in all the world. Sometimes just thinking about that fic makes me cry, and I'm being totally serious. It just broke my heart in to pieces, and that is why I love it with all my heart. Seriously, just looking through it now, almost makes me feel sick. if you want to read it, you can find it here. i'd recommend it. you'll get a peak into my favourite fandom and my otp! jajajajaja!
Okay, so here they are:

Run - Snow Patrol

to think i might not see those eyes
makes it so hard not to cry
and as we say our long goodbye
i nearly do

Signs - Bloc Party (you should have guessed!)

I could sleep forever these days because in my dreams I see you again
But this time fleshed out fuller face in your confirmation dress
It was so like you to visit me to let me know you were ok
It was so like you visit me, always worrying about someone else

Hear You Me - Jimmy Eat World

and if you were with me tonight,
i’d sing to you just one more time.
a song for a heart so big,
god wouldn’t let it live.

I just read it again now... I thought I wasn't going to cry this time, but here i am; tears rolling down my cheeks and a runny nose. The last part of it always gets to me. Always. Maybe its just me, maybe my imagination is just too active, but to me, she has written this so perfectly that i just feel everything as if i was the one who lost someone, you know? I can't really explain it to be honest. I just... it just makes me feel so much. You can just identify with Fernando... or at least I can. You know that feeling when something is just so horrible and so sad and your chest feels so so tight that you can't breathe and all you want to do is throw up? that's how it makes me feel.

But yeah, these three songs have a tendency of making me really emotional, but not only because of this fic, but just in general. They are all rather sad. i have never really been a huge fan of Snow Patrol, I'm still not to be honest, but this song, in the quiet hours of the night can move me to tears. again, with my imagination... i just imagine the situation, and put my self in it, and as i'm listening to that song, it is happening to me... i don't know how to explain in another way.
This fic is the reason i started listening to Bloc Party, actually. I heard Signs, but I didn't actually like it the first time, because i couldn't hear the lyric properly, but now, as you might now, it is one of my all time favourite songs. I simply don't understand how people cannot like this song. it is impossibly beautiful, and utterly sad. And i, of course, love Bloc Party. they have really meaningful lyric in general, which is my cup of tea. i wish they would have a reunion!
Here You Me is incredibly sad. Like Signs, it was written for a friend who died, I believe (but i'm not 100% sure so you know), and that makes it really powerful.

They are all perfect funeral songs really... and they are all my favourite songs... i'm not sure what that actually says about me... a bit worrying!

Just here to share the sad news:

Sergio Ramos is injured (back injury) and will be out for at least 11 days, which means.... *sob* NO SERNANDO FOR THE CALL UP AGAINST ITALY.
 


On a serious note, i hope he gets well soon though. 

Why I love international breaks and the eh, friendship that is Sergio y Nando

Then:


Now:


How uncanny.

Because my days are pretty shit and this made me smile.

Because I can't wait for later today when La Furia Roja meets up at Las Rozas. This is basically going to be me during the call up

Yesterday was a nice day. Jeg rydda vekk alle klærne mine som lå midt på gulvet og bare var i veien. Jeg han opp Nando skjorta og España skjorta mi og støvsugde. Har bare igjen å rydde pulten så er alt organisert her på rommet. Etter det hang jeg litt sammen med Jess før jeg hadde en velfortjent dusj. Æsj, altså. Jeg hadde ikke hatt tid til å dusje før da, som betyr at jeg fremdeles hadde den fine dusjen av spytt fra LFC v Newcastle kampen på søndagen. Ugh. Nasty. Hva man ikke ofrer for essays, ehy? Jeg måtte føne håret mitt, får jeg skulle møte Alanya en halvtime senere, og ja. Fører + mitt hår = Jupp, maximisted volum and everything. Ah, fun times. I alle fall, vi dro til byen og bare så litt rundt. Alanya skulle kjøpe after shave til Chris så vi gikk til Booths for å lukte oss frem. Jeg mener hun endte med en Hugo Boss en, som var den beste av dem. Overaskende mange lukte blomstrete. O_o Er det bare jeg som synes det er litt rart ellers? After that we bestemete oss for å spise, for kl var 14 og jeg hadde ikke spist frokost. Heh. Vi gikk til 'Spoons etter en sviptur innom JJB Sports (they have no Real Madrid shirts. Not impressed.) og bestilte oss mat. Seriøst, den veggie burgeren de har der er sikkelig god, og £4.10 for en burger og drikke er vel ikke noe man skal klage over? And then the pitchers came! Vi fant ut vi skulle kjøpe oss pitchers, fordi, det var en tirsdags ettermiddag, og hva bedre ha man å gjøre? Nothing but drink, obviously. Vi kjøpte oss Woo Woo and Sex on the Beach med ekstra vodka, selvsagt. Nam nam. Vi ble vel mer eller mindre tipsy, noe som er så utrolig lol worhty om du spørr meg. Men de var gode og vi hadde det gøy. Vi fant ut at vi ville synge 'You'll Never Walk Alone' på karaoke, ente opp med å synge den på bussen hjem istedenfor, og at vi burde gå ut in football kits one day. It would totally be proper boss ofc. And it's also an excuse for me to buy the Real Madrid shirt that I've been drooling over for a billion years now. ME GUSTA. Senere den kvelden var det tid for El Clasicó, men tror du at noen av de streams tingene ville virke? Ofc, for that would be silly. And why would itv want to send the match? El Clasicó is for losers. Så ja, det gikk ikke så bra. Vi ente opp med en kamp jeg har på pcen. Jajaja, jeg veit, massive nerd som har gamle football kamper på pcen min. Men det er fra Euros 2008, so I really don't curr. Og det var gøy! Det tok litt tid, men jeg tror jeg har mer eller mindre konvertert Alanya over til Fernando 'El Niño' Torres. And to football. These skills are for life, ya'll! Anyway, it was nice to have someone else to drool over Nando with me. And after som time, she could actually tell the difference between Nando and Sese. It's not really hard though, de ligner jo ikke i det hele tatt.

SERNANDO. Bitches love Sernando. Okay, så det er egentlig en hver undskylding for å adde bilder av SerNando i bloggen min. But really, can you blame me? Å kan noen si fav picture eller? De ser så søøøte uuut!!